I am not Zen

(I refuse to see beauty where there is none)

You know how, sometimes you kinda fall in love with a person, just from reading their journal? How you get to know them and their quirks and tastes and find it all cozily prepared?

This is not one of those journals.

*nix, alternatives to capitalism, anarchism, anime, anonymity, anti-war, antisociality, architecture, asexuality, atheism, batman, blacksmithing, bushido, cajed_boy, ceremony, chaos theory, cinematography, clone high, comparative theology, computers, construct corp., crusades, cynicism, death, dual monitors, eccentricity, egyptology, electrical engineering, electrical theory, elitism, emperor liam the first, ending victimless crimes, engineering, escapism, evil geniuses, existentialism, fencing, film, finishing college finally, frank herbert, franz kafka, friedrich nietzsche, glyphs, greco-roman civilization, green tea, hannibal lecter, his dark materials, history, honour, human interface devices, hyperboreanism, idm, insomnia, intelligence, invader zim, isaac asimov, japanese culture, japanese gardens, jazz, jeet kune do, jihad, jiu jitsu, jthm, ka-tet, kobujutsu, latin, leonardo davinci, linguistics, logic, logic dinosaur, m. c. escher, martial arts, meditation, mercenaries, metalwork, morgan, morpheus, my awesome job, mythology, necromancy, necroscope, neil gaiman, networking, neural networks, nikola tesla, nuclear winter, opera, philip glass, photography, physics, plotting against humanity, pride, protocol, purity, quiet, rainstorms, rallysport, renaissance, respect, roadtrips, robots, russian composers, salvador dali, sandman, sarcasm, science fiction, scripting languages, self sacrifice, self-reliance, silver surfer, sociopathy, solitude, space colonization, stanley kubrick, star wars, swordsmanship, system administration, technology, templars, the contemporary war, the godfather, the punisher, the ring, theology, this shit is bananas, tim burton, tom ripley, transhumanism, triphop, underground architecture, vicious, warlocks, winter, world domination, writing, yo-yo ma, yoko kanno, zombies